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What? 145??

better get that weight up dork

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-20 22:58:13

Florida my home Florida!!

Just read some of your entries.  I admire your faith and beliefs.  You're alot stronger than I, that's for sure.

And Razz X10 @ Fay    Smile

[ifeelthebuzz]
2008-08-19 21:18:57

Florida my home Florida!!

I am sooo happy for you

well you never told me  what happened to miss H????

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]

2008-08-19 19:54:42

FAY YAY!!! LOL I wouldn't mind at all if you wanted to add me.. i can be boring though! :) but I do have new paintings once in a while[clearlycrzy] 2008-08-18 17:54:36

FAY YAY!!! LOL

take care  my sweetie dork

tons of love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-18 14:37:00

FAY YAY!!! LOL are you in it's path? i hope every one will be o.k.! [clearlycrzy] 2008-08-18 10:35:59

not cool at alll.........

not cool at all

I am sure she will keep doing that  so gather your patience

tons of love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-16 09:00:36

well........

I hope ou feel better soon

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-15 08:20:27

Good times are here with my boys

have fun my sweetie dork

love ya

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-08 09:38:31

Good times are here with my boys   I had no doubt it would be GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have an awesome weekend with those boys of yours Joey! And it's really good to be able to say that now after waiting for so long for it to be a reality.........[commonsensechristian] 2008-08-08 09:33:37

N/A

I am glad for you my sweetie dork

missing you bunches

when do you get to see the kids?

take care

mucho love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-06 21:56:11

N/A   Good to hear things are still going well...........enjoy! [commonsensechristian] 2008-08-06 13:17:10

Home sweet home Florida!!

you made it!!!!!

I am so happy for you my sweetie dork, When do you get to see the boys and the princess??

let me know how things go

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-06 11:09:09

Tomorrow it lift off!!! my prayers are with u my sweetie....my absence has not ment that i care any less.....i have thought of u soo much......i know that u will be held by Gods arms and that he will keep u safe and whole......u are more dear to me then u know.....i just lost my aunt and as ahe lay in her final hoyrs my name was the last she spoke and that loss has imapcted me more than I can explain....but I try not to talk about it....she was in puerto rico and we spoke only on the phone...but just like or talks here on MDD...they were .ore to me than half of the people I have close to me. so I hope u stay in touch and use my number....i would love to talk to u! now it 2032803041......lots of love and hugs
betz [true4ever]
2008-08-03 23:06:31

Tomorrow it lift off!!!

I am soo worried about you now!!!Crying or Very sad why didnt you tell me all of this before???  if you get sick I will choke you until you pass out and have to go to the hospital!!!!  you cant get sick not now, you have to be healthy for you , the kids and for me.

take care sweetie dork

tight hugs

tons of love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-08-01 07:32:13

Going right on track as God wants it to.   With the many big changes taking place in your life, and the anxiety that comes from such things; it's perfectly normal for you to have butterflies in your stomach. But if they get to where you feel like there's more to it than just that, you need to see your doctor. I am guessing it's the excitement of everything and the extra adrenaline to go along with the nerves being all excited.......prayers sent for you my friend.
  You take care, and I'll be here if you want to talk. See ya later, Michael.[commonsensechristian]
2008-07-31 13:24:25

Going right on track as God wants it to. hey jojo...i am so happy that things are working out the way that they are for u! Its such a blessing to know that Gods hands are working and guiding u thru this. I'm going to keep u in my prayers like always.
I want to say that my last entry wasn't about how I feel about life it was how rich acts but my faith is in God and I am opening my heart. things have gotten better with rich and I love u deeply for loving me and praying for me.....we have been talking a lot more and I have left it to time.....i am not in control. this is what God will chose for me and what comes he wouldn't give me if I couldn't handle it. I have come to terms that just like I have to have patience with rich and allow him to grow...just like God allowed me to grow. my journey is in a different place than his and I have to realize that. We can't judge or want people to be what they don't know what to be.....life shows us this along the way. So for now I'm just living but that's the biggest blessing yet....so anything after that is extra[true4ever]
2008-07-31 09:30:35

Going right on track as God wants it to.

good luck sweetie

about MS. H...well you gotta let me know..

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-07-30 11:40:38

Going right on track as God wants it to.

  Hey there Joey,
I know it seems like it took forever; but your move is finally here! I bet you look a lot like this guyMr. Green......
I said a prayer for your safe travel, and a good time on the road. You are probably more excited than a kid waiting on Christmas morning! I bet your kids are, too!
I'm very happy for all of you, and look forward to hearing the many new stories of life in your new home. You take care of yourself my friend, and drive safe..........see you soon, Michael.

[commonsensechristian]
2008-07-29 12:30:12

1 down and 1 to go and back to Fl.

tons of love my sweetie dork!!

why do you need a nefrologist??? what is there that you are not telling

you better be perfectly ok or ill beat you up!!

take care

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-07-23 16:38:44

VBS God is good.

better give me a full update on your health mr!!!!

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-07-16 11:49:12

Back to Florida!!!

I cant wait to hear your show again!!!! and a pic wouldnt be too much to ask post some new ones!!!

tons of sweetie love love to my sweetie dork

we have progressed but we still have a long way to go

take care hun

[ladyofthelake]
2008-07-15 13:34:46

Back to Florida!!!

my sweetie dork

you know my heart is deliriously happy for you

finally what you wanted and needed...

I feel kinda off for you fighting with your brother...yep once again that W. temper... I think I wont argue with you anymore maybe this time you will come after me..lol.  I am waiting for the new number

and like I said heather better be good to you or else she will  feel the wrath of the sweetie love

I have missed hearing from you!!

take care

tons of love

..me...

[ladyofthelake]
2008-07-13 11:25:46

Back to Florida!!! words cant express how many i am for you... i really am glad its all going out and more importanly im glad your there for your kids... surprised you punched your brother but things happen next time i hope you will back down but either way it happened and you cant change that as for me i am and my hurt isnt going to go away until i change some things about me... i miss you like crazy and am thinking about going to florida this fall to see some family so if your up for it i would love to come see you i miss you and i hope that you always know i am here for you always....love. jen[lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-07-10 15:16:11

GOD IS SO AWESOME!!! READ hey sweets where are you im worried about you call me ok[lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-07-04 13:20:24

GOD IS SO AWESOME!!! READ I am happy for you.[ladyofthelake] 2008-06-22 09:43:16

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL @ MDD HAPPY FATHERS DAY!


[armywife11]
2008-06-15 15:34:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL @ MDD

Happy Fathers day sweetie dork!!!

3 out of 200 hint hint!!!!!!

how goes life???

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-06-15 14:18:00

Nice June weekend.......   You have a good one, and I will, too. Thanks for your prayers my friend, and for your nice thoughts always shared. See ya later, Michael.[commonsensechristian] 2008-06-14 14:25:43

Nice June weekend....... Friday the thirteenth is an ordinary day just like any other...a regular day to cry as well[ladyofthelake] 2008-06-13 17:28:54

Hey there everyone!!   It's a big step, and a good one. I'm glad you're almost there Joey! [commonsensechristian] 2008-06-09 11:12:29

Hey there everyone!! Are you still going to be in Georgia?[Prosper] 2008-06-07 13:06:52

Hey everyone.. I have missed you too.  I hope your drs appointment goes well[ladyofthelake] 2008-06-04 10:18:50

Hey everyone..   Good to hear that music is still flowing in your veinsCool...but not nearly as nice as hearing your excitement about Florida coming up soon......it sure won't be long now! See you later Joey....[commonsensechristian] 2008-06-04 10:05:13

I'm back!!   It's good to see you back Joey, and to hear Florida is coming up soon. I'm really happy for you getting back closer to those beautiful kids of yours, and they will be happy, too.
  Sounds like you need to step carefully with this young lady....prayers sent for both of you. Take care my friend, and how's the music business treating you lately? [commonsensechristian]
2008-06-03 06:28:13

I'm back!! oh i am so glad your back ive missed you!!! i am glad that florida is still on and things are seeming to be going good. and i hope that heather can find her path in life... it takes time she will get there just remember she can only change if she wants to. i am glad things seem to be up and going for you are you going to be doing your show???[lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-06-02 08:30:22

Starting a brand new great week!!

  Great entry JoeyCool. I think we take the positives for granted so much we don't even recognize they're there......I liked your method of remembering them and knocking down the bad things at the same time.
  But we're not starting a brand new week now, we're sneaking up on another weekend; yeah! C'mon FridayWink. See you later, Michael

p.s. good luck tonight if you're doing a show

[commonsensechristian]
2008-05-15 09:37:45

Starting a brand new great week!!

...sticks tongue out...

possitive thinking leads to great  results

negative thinking leads to pain

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-05-13 16:45:19

God works for everyone if you let him.... this is inspiring. Very Happy

having a good relationship with God is makes life really worth it.

[kavod]
2008-05-08 11:21:05

God works for everyone if you let him....   Hello there Joey,
I just got a big smile on my face when I read your opening thoughts here, because they are exactly about the message I am writing this very minute for class this weekCool. Thanks for sharing them with us, and for helping me to know I heard the right message in my heart today......have fun tonight on the gig, and I'll see you later.  Take care my friend, Michael.[commonsensechristian]
2008-05-08 10:52:48

Almost there.....

my fingers are crossed so that all works out with you sweetie dork.  I really want you to be happy.  I hope that hse understands cuz I dont want your heart broken, but you will still remember me right?

tons of love 

[ladyofthelake]
2008-05-05 14:41:21

Almost there..... good luck with everythin, hope nothin gets in your way...Very Happy[MyStErIoUs92664] 2008-05-05 02:15:45

How to tell Heather??

Aww hun.  I know you will tell her and I now it is going to be difficult.  She better not be mean to you!!!!  You should tell her without thinking too much about it!!

About him, you know I dont trust him,  I am just giving him the benefit of the doubt.  That comment will stay there for him to see if he ever is allowed back in my diary.

I cant believe you write to me that you cant talk to me anymore that is why you have your numero 2 on your myspace.  that hurts me. I am always there for you if you need me its just that you dont need me anymore and now I know why.  I try to get to you but you are not as interested in being my friend as you were before I really miss our talks.

You are such a flirt!!! and since you have all those groupies you dont have time for me....sticks tongue out...

[ladyofthelake]
2008-05-04 08:58:57

WOW God does it again....

ummm hun

you sent me a blank comment...lol

you dork!!!!

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-05-03 17:28:23

WOW God does it again.... i am so excited for you good things happen when you least think they will... i hope that this ends up working out. i made it late to your show last night :( i know i know shame shame on me i am sorry but i will be there next week... how come you no call me anymore???? i miss you!!! love you sweets!!![lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-05-02 22:06:28

WOW God does it again.... aww[HabitualLove] 2008-05-02 20:04:16

WOW God does it again....

Which ex of your is it??????  Not a psycho one right??? we need to talk.  me tienes olvidada and if you dont understand that then get a translator you dork and look it up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-05-02 18:37:23

FAST....................!!

I hope that Mike has an awesome time at Mackinac´s... wow with your partner in crime gone you must be bored to death!  I hope your computer gets fixed soon...I am worried cuz I cant get into that new chat on the other station it isnt fair!!!!!  on thurs. you will be on the regular one right???

missing you my sweetie

and how can God be upset because you miss the  fearsome  gang?? no way

you silly rabbit

tons of love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-30 08:39:18

FAST....................!!

  Actually, if you didn't miss your boys I would say that was more like going against the things of God........you're just as you should be my friend. Hope you get the software you need before the show tomorrow, and yes; it's already Wednesday! Another fast weekShocked. Take care, and enjoy each day to the fullest so you don't waste a single one. See you later Joey, Michael.

[commonsensechristian]
2008-04-30 05:16:13

MY MDD FRIENDS awwww sweets.... i wish you would have called me mylaptop has been messed up and i just fixed it.... things will work out and i know it just stressful and it gets hard but good things take time and your no letting anyone down when its going to happen it will and it will all fall into place your doing your every hardest and in your heart you know that you some time no matter how bad you want something it takes time and i know that you will be able to fix this and soon you will be with them i have faith in you!!![lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-04-28 12:03:08

MY MDD FRIENDS

God has our backs my sweetie dork...I am sure that somewhere down the road there is something amazing waiting for us.  And of course there is our trip with the kids someday.

I love you stay strong

I swear to you that that chatroom is  racist!!!!!!!  There is no colombian flag first of all and me being the only colombian I get all the time disconnected...maybe if I use my other nationality it will go better ...lol

[ladyofthelake]

2008-04-25 09:43:00

MY MDD FRIENDS   I'm glad to be one of them Joey. I'm glad for you that you learned another lesson about not trying to do everything on your own strength. Trust in everything to work out as it should, because it will. I know it's hard not to demand our own timing for everything, but we have to learn to enjoy our time with whatever our circumstances are at that time or else we waste opportunities by putting energy into wishing for something else instead of making the best of where we're at....hope that made sense? Take care my friend, and I'm praying for you whenever you come to my heart........Michael[commonsensechristian] 2008-04-25 06:31:38

Going back to school!!??

Expanding one's horizons should be a top priority. That seems to be what you are doing. So that means you'll have no limits.

[Prosper]
2008-04-23 10:26:17

Wrote all with out looking at keys..  Even though I was the only guy in my class, I took four years of typing in high school. Who would have known that all that training would pay off as it has?! Denise used to ride me a little about being around so many other girls all the time, since she was at a different high school. My older sister was in a couple of my classes with me, so she kept an eye on me for DeniseRolling Eyes. I don't know how I would have written the book if I wasn't able to type as fast as I think............it sure has been a blessing that I took those classes. See, God does work everything together for the good of those who follow Him.Cool
  Take care Joey, and I'll see you around. Michael
  [commonsensechristian]
2008-04-23 05:51:30

Wrote all with out looking at keys.. You always make me sould so strong......i love you too and you are always with me...i carry you in my heart.....our friendship will always be[true4ever] 2008-04-22 13:01:53

Going back to school!!??

sOUNDS LIKE TONS OF FUN!!!!

YOU HAVE A SEXY VOICE EXPLOIT IT!!!!!

MISSING YOU

TONS OF LOVE

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-21 19:33:18

What a Week

I am glad that you are ok and nothing happened.  So you drank a little on the club huh.  YOU CANT DRINK!!!!!!! Bad JOJO!!

missing you

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-20 10:49:51

SO GOOD TO VENT!!!

hey there sweety! I am happy that you left me a comment! I felt special that you missed me so! But i can't say how happy it made me to read  that you are doing so well with your health! God Bless you and  that he continue to keep you healthy! I love you tons and i want you to be happy! I don't know why God has kept us together but i want you to know that hes a good man and a good father but at the same time its like its too much for him! I can understand that....the way that life is portrayed today is that we should want no ties and no responsibilty...everyone wants to be free like an eagle! I can only hope and pray that as he sees my actions like going out he starts to realize his blessings! Since the outing he has been a better person almost like he realized that i dont have to stay and i too could leave. This time i did not ask him to stay...i let him go and was going to deal with it but me going out changed something in him...plus that night he stayed with the girls and ryan gave him a hard time. Maybe he realized how hard it is and how he shouldn't belittle what i do! I don't know how to explain it all or make sense of it but walking away when you have shared so much isn't the answer either. That would be easy! Pray for his heart!!!Its a good one...just tormented by a world that had made him think no one is worth trusting or believing in!

sorry for the long comment but i love you!!!

Betz

[true4ever]
2008-04-16 09:38:22

SO GOOD TO VENT!!!

Sweetie Dork!!!!!

that is mine alone to use!!!!

I am glad you vented.  What Ashley does sucks big time!!

love you tons

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-12 10:34:29

WELLL>>>>............   They will work out just as they should, it just never is as quick as we want them to be. Patience is one of the toughest virtues to get a hold of, and the trials it takes to learn it are no funRolling Eyes.
  Good to hear your weight is up like you wanted, and that the other factors are improving, too. You're doing well, and I hope you're riding that bike and getting some exercise each day? Stay in top shape, because you're going to need it when your path to Florida is opened up for you my friend. You have yourself a great weekend, and I'll see you in a week. Take care, Michael[commonsensechristian]
2008-04-11 05:36:46

WELLL>>>>............

Things will work out!!!!

Rawr!!!Mr. Green

I´ll see ya  tonight on www.metrostarr.com

The DJJOJO SHOW!!!!!

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-10 17:06:14

SOO SLOW!!!!   You got the prayers my friend, and thanks for all of your kind words for Denise and I. You are a dear friend, and we're blessed to know of you and your family. Hang in there, because sometimes it's a blessing when things do go slower.........enjoy every minute. [commonsensechristian] 2008-04-09 13:20:20

SOO SLOW!!!!

I was  kinda consfused by your last comment...  I dont know if I should call the vet...or if I should call the dr and ask him if any of your meds can give you rabies or if I should just say here my sweetie dork and pet you or maybe get a leash or maybe call a linguistic and find out if there is  new dj language out there or if I should just get a frekkin  flight to GA then drive to Dalton and just ring on your door and  just deck you out and hug you and kiss you until you either laugh and hug me back or until you say enough!!!!..LOL

I love  you my sweetie

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-08 19:56:18

SOO SLOW!!!!

tight hugs

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-08 14:05:40

Feelin' freeeeeeeeee!! hey sweets i miss you im glad your felling better cant wait to see your show on thursday!!! love you miss you [lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-04-06 09:40:09

Feelin' freeeeeeeeee!!

You are feeling what I am feeling!!!  Remember us dorks channel our energy and feelings

I love to see you happy

take care

tons of love

your sweetie

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-04 19:20:34

Moving along.........

an older guy seems better for you hun.  I am sure god wants you to have peace and tranquility, besides that he doesnt have any problems with the freestyle little buddies being there so that is great. You can both bring something good into each other lives.  I hope this one goes thru with it!!!

tight hugs

dorkkk!!! muahahahahahahahahahahah

arent I weird when I am happy????

get online on messenger today before the show so I can login at the right time  into www.metrostarr.com

DJJOJO at www.metrostarr.com

[ladyofthelake]
2008-04-03 09:55:21

Moving along.........  I love when I feel that something good is in the air. It's starting to feel like that as the weather warms up, and I know it's nearly time for me to go trout fishing once more. I love walking along the stream and having long conversations with God while I'm by myself in His beautiful creation. There's nothing I like better....except doing the same thing with a good friend of course.
  You have yourself a great weekend Joey, and I hope you get those meds like you should real soon. Take care buddy, and see you later. Michael[commonsensechristian]
2008-04-03 06:38:14

FMA's SETUP WRONG!!

  Thanks for your nice words my friend....thank you very much.

Yeah, I know about couples who have let others interfere with their relationship, and how much damage it does. We've had many friends over the course of our time together, but none that have ever come between the bond that we have. That bond has gotten stronger with each passing trial and hardship we've shared, and our faith in God makes it stronger than anything else ever could.
  Thanks again, and as far as this entry goes; I'm one of those you said at the beginning who knows nothing about that freestyle music sceneConfused. I just know if it's what your heart loves being a part of; go for it with all you've got my friend. Take care and see you later, Michael.

[commonsensechristian]
2008-03-31 13:51:51

FMA's SETUP WRONG!!

wow didnt know that happened , that is  bad.  freestyle will never fully be out here is they dont get enough exposure

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-31 10:47:36

Good show tonight!!

CIPRO 500 mgs

all I know is that whatever I have I nailed it..lol

I have the flu with tonsilitis

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-29 19:52:49

Good show tonight!!   I'm glad you never really gave it up, you were just down in your spirits my friend. We all get that way sometime, and it's great to have friends to help lift us up when we're down. I'm happy to be one of yours, and thanks for being mine.
  You have yourself a great weekend Joey, and I'll see you later. Michael[commonsensechristian]
2008-03-28 06:55:45

All in all good day....

gee thanks

that was just the icing on the cake for you to tell me that my life is going downhill and will get worse just because I refuse to let God in.

seriously Joseph!!  Just because I dont talk about god doesnt mean  that I do not have a relationship with him.

thank you

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-26 14:26:16

All in all good day....

It sucks that tehy didnt call

but you will soon see them

tight hugs  sweetie dork

l.o.v.e.u

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-24 19:58:29

Detailed and more..?

you better take good care of yourself

pls dont bet sick

thanks for the note

u owe me one lol

at what time is the show tonight I will be on

tight hugs

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-20 09:37:50

Hey ya'll

Yay!!!  I must admit I am worried about you.  I asked Jay how you were and she told me bits and pieces that you are ok and still the biggest dork ever!!!!  I  will be on yahoo all night.  I have something hilarious to tell you...it involves the big question

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-19 17:23:23

Hey ya'll

HI

my name is connie remember me??? we used to be sweetie dorks.  Where has our friendship gone?  I know that you had a cold  but you are ok I had to ask Jamie.Crying or Very sad  Let me know if we are still friends.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-19 09:52:14

Hey ya'll Yeah....what he said down there.[Hotboi23] 2008-03-19 07:14:06

Hey ya'll   Good to hear you excited about the gigs again Joey....best of luck. [commonsensechristian] 2008-03-19 05:14:17

Great time!! Sounds like you tore the house down Razz[Hotboi23] 2008-03-16 08:31:03

Great time!!   Glad it went better this time around Joey, and there's nothing like the weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I second your yay!!!!!!!!!!!! See  you later, Michael[commonsensechristian] 2008-03-14 06:56:55

I will sue this time!!!

wow ..

take care Joey

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-13 14:24:55

Just an update..........   Glad to hear you're working on that mic problem, and back at it Joey. Hope your day goes well, and that you get to talk with your boys soon. See you later my friend, Michael.[commonsensechristian] 2008-03-11 05:50:12

Thanks to all of you!!   Glad you're feeling well Joey, and it's good to hear you're just putting the DJ thing on pause while you're getting your stuff together to join your kids in Florida. Take care friend, and enjoy your weekend. See you later, Michael.[commonsensechristian] 2008-03-08 09:18:55

Thanks to all of you!! oh its ok..i found one anyway...but its gone now...thx..i like the picture 2.. :)
[friendly1234]
2008-03-08 07:11:35

Thanks to all of you!! :(
hey Jojo what is up?[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-07 16:36:30

Need to focus on my boys again!

I think that you can focus on both.. DO NOT give up on djing  ok?  Where is that rock I know called Joey? 

take care

xoxo

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-07 10:25:31

Need to focus on my boys again!   Well, I see you have at least one person who thinks you should renew your efforts in the music field; and I would have to agree with him. It's understandable that you're frustrated over some technical troubles--but they're just troubles and not a reflection of your skills. I think you should really rethink this one out.........
  Take care Joey, and you have yourself a nice weekend while you think things thru.........Michael[commonsensechristian]
2008-03-07 10:15:05

Need to focus on my boys again!

"i think I'm going to hang this up for a while"  NO!!!! I have and still am going through the same thought but guess what, things are going to give pretty soon. Take it from me, even if you are not willing to because a part of you is judging my life and you're probably wondering "what does he know?" But as far as the pursuit of the industry goes--I KNOW ALOT!!! Giving up no, literally throws all your efforts in the garbage. DON'T STOP!!!!!!!!! GET A NEW MIC DAMMIT!

[Hotboi23]
2008-03-07 10:07:14

history update for the new readers   Yes you have Joey, and you continue to do so! Keep that relationship alive, and you'll never be sorry. Hope you get that doctor visit soon, and my prayers are with you in your suffering thru the pain. Take care young man, and I'll see you around. Michael[commonsensechristian] 2008-03-06 09:41:21

history update for the new readers

tight hugs

missing u

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-03-05 10:45:35

history update for the new readers Of course we're good Razz[Hotboi23] 2008-03-03 12:55:08

Hey everyone!!! I can tell you like to piss people off. You better be glad I like you (NO NOT LIKE THAT!) otherwise I would have waged war.[Hotboi23] 2008-03-01 12:33:44

Hey everyone!!! RYN: You deal wit your situation and let me deal with mine. So are so f***ing pretentious! [Hotboi23] 2008-03-01 07:25:13

The end has come to my friend

well I had 2 expierences

one was#

the day my mom death(God put in my heart/13/ and sis who was/10 to stay home, because my blind father would be alone

#2 when my daughter was born

God put in his (baby's father at the time)heart to stay home. He didn't know why he was staying home.

[ANONYMOUSAnonymous]

2008-03-01 00:45:13

Hey everyone!!! Your little ones understand about having something and then almost most,most, most, most most, most,losing it. keep the faith!!!!Very Happy[ANONYMOUSAnonymous] 2008-03-01 00:33:21

No show and No show two in one! No that's not mine[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-29 22:07:52

No show and No show two in one! So what that was 6mos ago, not years and even still there are peices of me spread all over this diary. There isn't enough for you to go by. It's not a joke but I know what you meant by your comment honey and trust me I am not that kind of gay. Get that out of your head![Hotboi23] 2008-02-29 16:40:08

No show and No show two in one! So what that was 6mos ago, not years and even still there are peices of me spread all over this diary. There isn't enough for you to go by. It's not a joke but I know what you meant by your comment honey and trust me I am not that kind of gay. Get that out of your head![Hotboi23] 2008-02-29 16:40:08

No show and No show two in one! Trust me buddy you don't wanna go there with the jokes Twisted Evil[Hotboi23] 2008-02-29 16:27:23

No show and No show two in one! RYN: Your statement is debateable. You can't sit there and tell me that you sat there and read even half of my diary let alone %95! If you did from start to today then you would know my take on women. AND DAMN I JUST PUT UP A f***IN SURVEY FOR CRISSAKES! THE RESULTS FROM YESTERDAY AND WHAT I HAD TO SAY SHOULD HAVE SHUT YOU UP. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVEN'T READ IT TO KNOW WHERE I STAND WITH WOMEN.

FYI DUDE! I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH BEING GAY!!! I KNOW MYSELF VERY WELL....so don't tell me who I am cause you don't know what the hell you are talking about. Thanks for stopping by![Hotboi23]
2008-02-29 15:55:00

No show and No show two in one! RYN: What makes you think I am more gay than straight or more straight than gay? For you to be so  sure don't you think you would have to know me? Honestly that kinda pissed me off! [Hotboi23] 2008-02-29 06:44:52

No show and No show two in one! I, uh, never gave you my myspace address....???[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-28 23:16:32

No show and No show two in one!

  Bummer. Hope you get it figured out soon, and I'm betting you will. Hope you're feeling pretty good these days, and getting your exercise going again? You riding your bike? Don't forget you're going to need to be in tiptop shape to keep up with those boys of yoursWink.
  Take care of yourself Joey, those kids are worth every effort! Michael

[commonsensechristian]
2008-02-28 10:31:11

No show and No show two in one!

I hope you get it all figured out so that these kinds of things don't happen or atleast not as often. Take from each mistake, apply to the next go 'round. Though my life is a shattered glass right now, I am learning and have learned from each mistake so that I don't make the same mistake again. No more "flopped shows," it's needless.

Like the quote says "Those that don't learn from history are doomed to repeat it."

Don't ask me who said it--like hell if I know.

[Hotboi23]
2008-02-28 07:07:30

No show and No show two in one!

I know that I didnt show !!!  The cafe was filled and I didnt have a free moment

sowy..forgive me?

[ladyofthelake]

2008-02-27 22:39:48

Thanks you!!! :)

i know what that feeling is...i was just saying that today...as i look at what i go through, others would have taken a different route or they would have chosen to walk away but its like i keep holding on...not from denial or fear but as if it were a force stronger than me...like if i am shown more patience...more understanding and love......i don't know if that makes any sense but its what i can feel and while the mind would lead me elsewhere my heart keeps me where i am.....whats crazy that some would say but how do u even know that you wuld get there ........how do you know that happiness will come if there is no guarentee and all i can say is because i believe in God and he takes me down this path....he would have changed it if it was not the right one....

Joey...today i had such a tough morning wondering if i was stupid for waiting for change and as i read your entry and as i comment on it...God answered what i was wondering....praise be to God because through you he helped me to see that I BELIEVE IN HIM....IF HE WANTED ME TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE HE WOULD HAVE MADE THAT HAPPEN....thats what i got from it....WOW...trust in him....believe and have faith even when you can't see it......THANK YOU

LOTS OF LOVE...

betz....hey use my aim whenever....it would be nice to chat with you!!!!

[true4ever]

2008-02-27 11:12:35

Thanks you!!! :)

ok idk what to say except good luck

...oh oh and I love my sweetie dork

how are Zach and Ty?  and little princess Alysa?

tight hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-26 16:18:29

Trouble lays ahead? update

Patience my sweetie, there is a place better for you , just be positive and wait.  I wouldnt want julian near a guy like that eww.  I am sure that this week you will find the perfect place.  When are you going to florida?

take care

tons of love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-26 10:51:30

Trouble lays ahead? update   You just keep listening to your heart Joey, and it will tell you when you've found the right living arrangement for you and your kids. This one definitely doesn't sound like it's the right one...so keep searching.
  Hope you're feeling well, and I said a prayer for your path to be made clear for you very soon. Take care friend, Michael.[commonsensechristian]
2008-02-26 10:33:51

Trouble lays ahead? update Tell that guy to back off. You pay to stay there and who you have in there is your business. Naturally, if your children damage the property then of course you are responsible, all that extra sh*t he is doin is not necessary.  [Hotboi23] 2008-02-26 09:47:05

Trouble lays ahead? update I'm glad you figured things out between you and him. I'll be praying for you![LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-25 19:28:52

Trouble lays ahead? update ugh this guy is not being who i thought he was i guess... your making me want to buy a huse in florida and we can be roommates lol :) well i think you should either call him or make a detailed email stating that your children are with there mother most of the time but every other weekend you will have them and they are part of your life and i know that you told him this in the beginning as for the renters insurance your kids will not be making a mess, well def. not anything that could cause him to make a file on his insurance. and to be honest i am sure the times you do have them it wont be styaing there yall will be out doing whatever and just being there to sleep eat get dressed type thing. i think you should talk to him and tell him there is no need for to worry abt bills going up cause if i am correct you both are spilting everything. and as for food you will be buying your own so that shouldnt be a concern over that if you honestly dont have a good feeling about this guy then i think you should let God work it out cause you def. dont want to move somewhere and it not turn out good as you said, i think things will work out sweets but he might not be the roommate for you.love you sweets!!![lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-02-24 10:26:30

Trouble lays ahead? update

Here are the following problems that he worries about!

1-MONEY

A-Food bill will go up

B-Electric bill will go up

C- Phone, cable and what ever

 TROuBLE

A-with land landor

B- Neighbours

C- Deep down, don't a lot of people in house(let alone kids)

It will work out, don't worry!!

[ANONYMOUSAnonymous]

2008-02-23 22:07:42

Crying because of happiness You're a lucky man to have that kind of love in your life. Clearly, they love you so much--cherish it![Hotboi23] 2008-02-23 10:51:28

Crying because of happiness

hey sweetie,

i am so happy for you and i love the fact that your children mean the world to you and don't be afraid to be happy...this is going to happen....you are on your way and i can't wait to hear how great its going to be and all the great memories that you are about to make! I want to know of them all and words can't express what i feel to know that your life is so good...that God is making those changes......praises to him...

love you tons and let me know how you are!

betz

[true4ever]
2008-02-23 10:51:08

Yet again

I hate it when you dont feel well it worries me lots

take care my sweetie dork

hugs

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-22 13:10:17

Yet again I pray your feeling better soon.[jesusmyjoy] 2008-02-22 09:56:42

Yet again   Sorry to hear you're feeling down Joey, and I hope it won't be for long. It sounds like a definite bout with the flu coming up, but maybe you will dodge it and not have a real battle with it.....prayers being sent.
  Take care, and rest up. Fluids, don't forget them. See you next week, and hope to hear you're feeling better. Michael[commonsensechristian]
2008-02-22 07:30:43

Yet again awww sweets im sorry your feeling bad... are you mad at me?? eh anywho i am sorry ur not feeling too good hopefully its nothing serious and you will be back to your old self asap!!! love yea[lostconfusedtattooed] 2008-02-21 22:42:14

Yet again And this is after you ate breakfast? What did you have for breakfast? It could possibly be food poisoning. [LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-21 19:29:32

The end has come to my friend I'm so sorry you've lost your friend, and i'm also sorry for not answering your comment sooner,
My best friend has cancer and she's not doing so well,
i really loved your comment, thanks, and may God take good care of your friend,

Love x

[LookingGlass]
2008-02-21 14:05:13

WWW.metrostarr.com I promise you I will be careful. If he tries anything I will frekking bust his balls and break his nose. My sweetie dork your sweetie love has a mean aggressive streak in her so dont worry too much!!!
Have I told you today that I love you???
true more than yesterday and more than the day before but probably less than tomorrow. I will see you tonight!!! pls can you mix some dead or alive????
tight hugs
connie[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-20 17:38:37

WWW.metrostarr.com

I am on tonight I promise..I have everything ready!!!  so shine dork shine

mucho love

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-20 10:20:04

WWW.metrostarr.com That mic volume is very important. To people there for the show, to0 high can be very annoying and too low...you start to get ignored. Good luck with everything! [Hotboi23] 2008-02-20 08:02:21

WWW.metrostarr.com his name is Michael :)[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-19 19:37:35

Why did he do it? and back about the random post I had about Christian music, yes I listen to all of them. Basicaly if they're on WOW Hits, they're on my iPod, lol! I'm currently listening to Third Day, actually. "Cry Out To Jesus"[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-18 22:39:16

Why did he do it? i wish everybody had that faith in God too. Especially young people. There don't seem to be too many of them anymore.[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-18 22:07:50

Why did he do it?

hey, i am so glad that thinggs worked out in there own little way. good things happen and God has a plan for you and thats why things are happening the way they are. i am happy that things are starting to look up.glad you got the car. thinking of you always miss you and love you...

[lostconfusedtattooed]
2008-02-18 19:15:38

The end has come to my friend Well, see, I wanna keep my friendships close with both of them, because the other one who's becoming more outgoing still mostly hangs out with me. I'm definitely being patient and waiting to see what God has in store! And I definitely don't want to leave the other one behind. He's got some strong Christian morals that makes him very different at school. But yeah...I'm just trying to stay close to both. [LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-15 19:11:40

The end has come to my friend I don't think you're crazy for getting a feeling that your friend died. Before my brother died I felt sick all day and so did my mom. Then when the cops came to tell us about the accident my mom just knew. All she said was "tell me he's alive". And when my mom found out she had cancer, I came home from school sick because I had this feeling in my gut that something bad was going to happen. Sometimes people just know these things. I'm so sorry about your friend but I promise you will get through it somehow. You will probably always miss him and I promise you that the second year is much harder than the first but you realize when you lose someone how precious life truly is. You realize that you need to live every day like it's an extra because things change and people die but somehow you'll find that you are still standing and you have to keep on living if only to preserve the memory of the people you've lost.
<3 cate[princess41373]
2008-02-15 18:31:39

The end has come to my friend Sorry about Roy man--God rest his soul.[Hotboi23] 2008-02-15 11:12:23

The end has come to my friend

I am so sorry my sweetie.  You seem to have that empathy.  You´ve felt it with  both Gil and I.  I guess this is why I was so out of sorts and decided to check up here for you.  I am there with you Joey and I am giving you a hug.  Take care.  I hope we can talk later.

tons of love

c.

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-15 08:41:28

The end has come to my friend Yes, you can have those feelings. I know what you're talking about. It's difficult to describe. I'm very sorry about your friend. :( Was he sick? (if i may ask) I'll be praying for you[LaheelaHargest] 2008-02-14 22:17:46

Every Wednesday nights @ 9 til 11PM EST

I am so sorry I wasnt onCrying or Very sad  I had a problem at work. I am glad it went well and come on you have a sexy voiceMr. Green

What do you mean you dont have a valentines day..,.valentines day isnt only for couples!!! it is for friends too...grrrr and it is for sweetie dorks as well so hun smile cuz you are loved

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[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-14 09:17:13

Hey guys here it is again!! thank you so much for the band names and song..i love them...thank you so much..
[friendly1234]
2008-02-13 15:53:20

Hey guys here it is again!! whoa that entry was load with happy thoughts.. im sorry about everything..it sounds like a bad day..but im sure something good happened even if it was a tiny thing,you should hold on to that happiness and not let it go..some times the little things are what makes us most happy :)..thats really cool about jason..and the music stuff..its nice to know im not the only one..it seems like everyone is listening to that pop/rock stuff..and yea i like that stuff but the calm stuff is much better for me..luv u..♥
[friendly1234]
2008-02-12 18:37:38

Hey guys here it is again!!

sorry about your friend...prayers for him will be done....i know that anything Good is worth all the obstacles and hard work and thats whats happening with you soooo don't fret and keep your head up....Gods going to make everything work for you....cast away all that is not of him and put all the bad at the foot of his cross so that he will use it for his greater Glory and Satan wil hate that...but watch him run....cause you're on your way to a greater life....moving foward and nothings going to stop you cause you have Jesus on your side.....take care and i love you

betz

[true4ever]
2008-02-12 17:39:53

Hey guys here it is again!! im very sorry bout your friend... im sad that he is not gonna make it an you are right if god wants him home there is nothin anyone can do... well good luck on mivin to florida![sexymamma8605] 2008-02-12 12:55:13

Back to Florida!!   You're probably tired just from all the adrenaline you keep kicking out from your excitement to get back to Florida......get some sleep Joey and you'll be fine. It won't be long now!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wink[commonsensechristian] 2008-02-11 06:49:18

Back to Florida!!

You know I love you over him all the time.  I am not blocking you my sweetie dork!!!!As a matter of fact I was waiting for your commentWink

I just felt blah and had to get it out of me.  Although I am pissed off at you cuz you havent answered my ims ...Evil or Very Mad I am feeling soo much better today.  I went toEvil or Very Mad the beach with Julian and my sister and my niece Maya.

What SUV are you talking about???????  You havent told me anything, you see you are already putting me aside not good...I demand your attention because of course if I am your sweetie love I have to have your attentionMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green

lubb u

[ladyofthelake]
2008-02-10 15:15:47

Back to Florida!! thank you..i thought they were kinda cute..that girl is just messed up :)..but anyway,im sorry you haven't heard anything else about your friend..lets hope thats a good thing..ok?....and don't worry about your show,everything will work out..at some point in time.:)..♥ Emily
[friendly1234]
2008-02-10 07:54:00

UPDATE ok thats wonderful .... Mr. Green im glad he is getting better with time...luv u
[friendly1234]
2008-02-09 18:15:34

UPDATE

I miss my sweetie dorkCrying or Very sad

get on yahoo tomorrow night ok?

tight hugs

<333